I have come to the realization that I no longer want to be in this career path that I am currently on.
I used to think that everything was about saving lives.
Boy was I wrong.
That was only part of it.
Most of it was about saving your own ass.

I feel like I have lost every last empathy that I ever had every single day.
I walk around lifeless, living everyday aimlessly.

They say;
"You're a millennial, you don't know struggle"
"During my time, I was like this and that"
"Everyone else can, why can't you"
"You need to buck up"

Maybe they were right.
It was me all along.
I may be strong enough to take on insults, ridicule and constant threats.
But I am not strong enough to live on a continuous loop of fake smiles and selfishness.

Who would have thought that the people who are responsible to keep another human being alive are the same people who are responsible of slowly murdering another.

I have come to the realization that I no longer want to be in this career path that I am currently on.
I used to think that everything was about saving lives.
Boy was I wrong.
That was only part of it.
Most of it was about saving your own ass.

I feel like I have lost every last empathy that I ever had every single day.
I walk around lifeless, living everyday aimlessly.

They say;
"You're a millennial, you don't know struggle"
"During my time, I was like this and that"
"Everyone else can, why can't you"
"You need to buck up"

Maybe they were right.
It was me all along.
I may be strong enough to take on insults, ridicule and constant threats.
But I am not strong enough to live on a continuous loop of fake smiles and selfishness.

Who would have thought that the people who are responsible to keep another human being alive are the same people who are responsible of slowly murdering another.